Preface
Though this book is a visual and textual journey of despair, desolation and defeat such things are not without their beauty. Ruined places remind us of the triumph of nature, of the necessity of time to bring change to what for all its hubris tries to remain the same. If the narrative is about defeat it's also about taking in hand that loss and owning it, affirming it, and making of it an exploration of the darker, drearier side of possibility. How we handle disappointment is individual depending on the strength of its devastation.
Chapter 3
a geography of melancholy
needing no garbage-lined street, or cast away cars, dead
vermin feral cats won't dare to eat
means no road less taken
is any less forsaken
Chapter 4
Congratulations, you despair very well, revealing rifts narrow and deep or
shallow and wide wounds in the skin of the earth are not sanctuaries of
safety the sordid pastorale shapes of your sorrowfulnesses dogging your steps
with a gut punch thunderball and infinite chances to fall,
Chapter 8
for what's left
when hiding can't be hidden, are
long things longing to seduce you,
high things with fright, chain you to
swoll vestiges of torn beauty, hunt
you for food and for sport, make
wild desolation out of wilderness
devoid of animal plant stream cloud
a rainy wet void of sun rise or set yet the broadside
of a foul domicile
POEM:: Interregnum
let me disintegrate, leave me to stoke the quaking heartbreak rebroke
licking the anger red swallowing the river back to the bleeding
the well of its needing faking the false fraudulent facetious flatulent
foolhardy l(ove, the, the
repeat the) alibi, salivate the next sentences, repent, repeat
Chapter 12
your landscape
is passage through
inchoate terrain where order anarchic
narcisssitc necessity to be disorderly to rearrange to blend and fuse to shuffle your many minds in bewildered variety of patterns to splatter everything that ever mattered into a mass of mostly messy misanthropy
POEM:: Farewell, Fair World
leave you now and your gridwork streets piled high with steel
and office tower economically secure but in no other way leave this day
the girdle of normative suburban stability looking up to a vacant sky
with nowhere to further fly but nevertheless leave
your incendiary streets
Cover
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CONTENT WARNING
This book is intended for mature readers comfortable
with the highly-charged language of anguish, and may
not be suitable for all. The subject matter and
content could be disturbing, including the use of sexual
metaphors. The author’s intent is not to provoke for its
own sake, but to explore a complex and challenging
theme. While the journey is dark and unsettling, it
finishes with the possibility of deliverance.
• All images post-processed. No raw images used. •
• No AI-assisted tools were used in the creation of text, poems, or book design •
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